I wanna say a BIG BIG SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to my blog for abandoned 'YOU' for such a long time. But I do miss 'YOU' ok... Its just that I've been occupied by some others stuffs earlier on. I promise 'YOU', that I won't abandon u anymore, for at least..not more than a week. haha!
What a good start of today's post. -.- LOL!
I saw my leng chai today. Argh not handsome anymore. How come?!!! I've heard too much of negative stuffs about him, but still I admired him for being so handsome, man & capable. I love his SHARP NOSE arrrrr!! LOL! Well, if seeing some nice 'stuffs' make you feel happy, why not?! Arghhh am so not gonna restrict myself to 'KAP LENG CHAI' lor! Those leng chaiS are good to KAP, but not good to own. :P Dont ask me why. LOL.
Nick called me today. Ok, I must say I feel something. Hmm Hmmm. Alright, I won't think too much. I better DON'T! :P I still wanna thank him for placing an order for meeeeee!! Sammi Cheng Love Mi Concert DVD, I can't wait to get arrrr!! And I'll play it with my home's HIFI, Amplifier LOUD LOUD!!!! Yes ar, LOUD ar!! LOL!! Sing K like there's nobody's business! Play cards, learn to play Mahjong with my cousin, and meeting friends up~
I am not gonna SMS him this year! I don't wish to see him in hometown too. Oh God, pls DO NOT let me bump into him this year! I don't wanna see him holding his gf's hand and I've to act like a generous person and say HI to him happily. Nononono! This is so not gonna happen to me! Pls go far far away from me!!!!
When it comes to present myself, I am always a low self-esteem girl. Be it outlook or at work. I don't know where all my confidence goes to? Please help me to find them back?
A friend told me, "he does not deserves u. AT ALL. Just forget about him and go for another guy who deserves u better. U are a tough girl. When I was at your age, I can't be as tough as you."
I looked at her, with my unbelievable eyes, I told her, "haha u are tough coz I always admire you for being so capable."
She said again, "Serious. U are a very tough girl. My brother told me u're very good too. U derserve someone better!!! He is just DON'T deserve to have u AT ALL!"
Haha, I can fly now... I feel so good to be praised. But honestly, my friend, I still think I am not good enough. I don't know where am I supposed to improve though.. I am still trying hard to achieve the best, to keep improving, keep giving out my best to people around me.
I can drive all the way from my place for 20-30km to just have dinner with my loved ones. If my loved ones wanna meet me up, I'll try my level best to slot in a time just to meet up with them in that particular day/week! Even when I am so unhappy with someone's attitude, I still force myself to SMILE with them and try my level best not to hurt them. And I suffered. Even when I am being bullied, I remain silence. Because I do not want the other parties to get hurt.
Sometimes when I feel like eating some food very much, but if my loved ones do not want to have that food, I am really OK to change my mind. I am not that stubborn after all. I respect people. Especially old folks. I like to chit chat with them even though some of their topics are really boring. When I chat with them, I chat with a humble heart. Every experience that they share with me, are all worth-learning and worth-remembering. I do not really join the gossip group. I hardly talk bad about someone. Hardly.
I love my family a lot. Wherever I go, I think of them always. I bought my mom a HK trip as Mother Day's present last 2 yrs. I bought my sis a Taiwan trip last yr as her birthday present. And I am buying my bro a trip this yr too for his coming birthday present. I am just trying to be fair enough. I wish to go traveling with my whole family though. Mom, Dad, 2 brothers, sis and me. The 6 of us. :) I must work harder!
I treat all my friends with a sincere heart. Or some may say I am too nice to be bullied. Whatever la. 做人开心就好，not only 自己开心，but 身边的人开心，这才是幸福。
Working wise, to be honest, I feel so stressful each time when I conduct Trainings. I always have the thought that, "Who am I wor?! Going to train 2nd level teams, those Service Line Manager, Service Delivery Manager, and so on and so forth."
I only being sent to FJT side for training for only 2 days! And I'll have to train more than 300 people and as well as the external vendor from Europe, India, Singapore, Philippines..etc. I have not really play with the system, omg how can they expect us to know everything in just 2 days time while they used the whole week to train their own staffs? Hmmph! This is a tough mission.
I am happy today. Really Happy. Why? Coz I've being FFK'ed by the KM, he promise to conduct training with me together but somehow he did not turn up. And I tried my level best to conduct the training and I received good feedbacks. Thank God. I must say PRACTICE makes PERFECT!!! I still remember the day when I came back from Hong Kong and I was still so BLUR in the training room! Today's session is so much better! One more last session to go next week, and I am done with this System Training!
Just randomly pick a few compliments/feedbacks that I like...haha
1. You did a great job today! Well done. The pace was just right and you encouraged us to ask question at every junction. Those questions which you are not confident of the answers, you did not simply answer us, but you took note of them and honestly told us that you will do more research of them. Like the honestly there too. Overall, you are a good facilitator!
2. You did a very good presentation with preparation done, with good flow and skills. Good job and keep it up!
3. Canny Har is good presenter and able to answer questions raised professionally & accurately.
Confidence is back, somehow. Thank you all for the encourages and supports. I love u guys.
New hair style of the month! Feb 2010. :-) 
